Letting go is not the hardest thing.. It’s more of moving on and finding yourself. Letting go is just the big step to take.. The bigger picture? Is taking the little steps in putting yourself back together.. Accepting other people’s love and giving it back.. Learning to gain back all the love and live again for yourself..
It’s not easy. I know. It never was and never will be.. But close doors won’t open by itself. It will always need a permission, an action, an outside force to act upon it. To open it. Just like your heart. Leaving it closed won’t mend it. You have to heal, open and let go to make it work again..
Realizations like this doesn’t require definite time to be thought of. It doesn’t need a perfect love to see what was lost. You don’t need a year, month or even a second to think about it. What you need is a heart and the will to stand up again from fallen relationships..
My present relationship isn’t perfect.. We have problems, fights and misunderstandings.. This may or may not be the forever that we both want.. But this is my now.. Our now.. And for this, I have to keep my heart intact and and beating.. Because now, I am inlove..

